Friday, August 28, 2020
A stitch in time.
Wednesday, August 19, 2020
Optimistically nostalgic
Quarantine makes you do funny things. Lately, I have been feeling nostalgic , more than usual. I think it is a collective phenomenon, I have been seen more posts on Twitter and facebook about others also on a nostalgic memory trip. It is clear now that we live in a much more complicated world today, and we all yearn to live in a little more simpler times.
There is no denying
it, the 90s was the best decade to live in India. Especially late 90s, and
early 2000s, the transition to the new century and new millennium. We made such
a big hype and hoopla about it, the move into the new millennium. Year 2000 was
supposed to usher in the futuristic years, it had a certain ring to it, and it
promised changes, and a better life. As kids, we loved all of this, a phenomenon
that only occurs once in a thousand years. We are gen-x, and we would grow up
and shape the coming decades. There was so much optimism in the air back then.
Not that it did not happen,
it did. Changes did come, and life did get better, for most of us. But it also became
faster. Without realizing it, we ushered in a new decade of being late, of
getting busier. Despite all the technological advancements, people are always
in a hurry, to get to places, to get more work done in the same 24 hour period.
And that , for me is the big irony of the internet age.
Reminds me of that poem
, Leisure , by W H Davies.
What is this life if, full of care,
We have no time to stand and stare.
No time to stand beneath the boughs
And stare as long as sheep or cows.
No time to see, when woods we pass,
Where squirrels hide their nuts in grass.
No time to see, in broad daylight,
Streams full of stars like skies at night.
No time to turn at Beauty’s glance,
And watch her feet, how they can dance.
No time to wait till her mouth can
Enrich that smile her eyes began.
A poor life this if, full of care,
We have no time to stand and stare.
And these are precisely
the kind of things I used to do as a child. Walk and run in wide open spaces,
looking at sheep and cows, climb trees, smell the flowers. Enjoying the stars
at night, listening to sounds of owls, crickets and frogs. I had a cycle, literally
grew up on one, which I used to pedal everywhere. And had a bunch of friends to
meet and hangout with almost everyday. By mid 90s, new channels started
appearing on the TVs, and internet arrived by the late 90s. But these were all so
expensive, and out of the budget of kids like ourselves. So we would go out to
a café and send and email, but also meet the recipient later in the day, and
tell them we had emailed them. So the next day, they would visit the café and read
that email.
Waste of time ? Sure.
Waste of money ? 100 %!! But it was fun. And we did all this knowing we needn’t
worry too much about the future. A bright, and optimistic future where there
would be no problems, and everyone was happy, and had time for each other. Something
told us we could still enjoy the outdoors, and each other’s company well into
our thirties. In fact, we all wanted to grow up so fast. Thirties was the age
to be in !!
Nothing could be
farther from the truth. The thirties suck. Unless you have a few good things to
look forward to. Small pockets of joy to nurture yourself on, and small
challenges to overcome. Watching movies about contagions is one thing, living
through that hell is something far worse. The only thing one can have in these difficult
time is hope.
If you can’t hope to
go back, you can always hope for a better future.
Tuesday, August 4, 2020
Its worse the second time.
The last few weeks
have been really weird living in Melbourne . The city is usually crowded with people
walking in long winter jackets. It sometimes rains suddenly without warning ,
and people run to the nearest shelter. The days are very short , and people lap
up multiple cups of coffee and run in the parks. Pubss, restaurants, hotels are
always full, no matter what time of the day it is .
But you would be hard
pressed to realise that this is the same city we're living in right now. There
is nobody outside, absolutely nobody. Melbourne is now in a stage four locked
on restriction. State of Victoria is in stage three locked on restriction. until
a few years ago, Melbourne was known as the best city to live in the whole
world. The irony of it. Despite being a properly planned city , with excellent
infrastructure and better than average governance, the city has gone to the
dogs. If you people, mind you are very few small number of people, never
thought of staying in during the restrictions imposed in the first wave
lockdown. And now the larger city and the entire state is paying its price for
it .
It's always tougher
the second time around. During the first wave lockdowns, the people were
largely confident that we will be able to easily beat the coronavirus . After
all we are the Australia ,the country which survived the last recession. Even
when the lockdowns were announced, there was sheer optimism on the walls and on
the internet . Those storeys of optimism going around , people were donating
money to the poor, the needy, the sick . people for donating things like toilet
paper dried foods to those in need. Many were keeping teddy bears on the
windowsills so children could count them . But the second time around stop that
optimism is gone for the better. the number of positive cases is now more than
three times the big count from the first wave . More people have died . There
is nothing to be optimistic about.
Countries like
Australia have a problem, they have never seen Days of restriction. The
citizens often strike and shut down the streets, but they have never seen a day
when the government shuts down the streets and forced people to stay home. such
things are only heard of from developing nations like India, or a failed state
like the current USA. People here have always been free, as a country and as
individuals. So when a law is passed requiring them to give up those freedoms, they
don't know how to react. For the average Australian, giving up a full few days
of freedom is OK, but anything more than a week and the people will start to
revolt. They don't understand staying in . These are people who spend more time
outdoors than inside their homes anyway.
But there's always a
first time , specially days like this pandemic. There's a lot riding on this
latest stage for restriction. It's not only the entire country, but the entire
world watching us right now. It is essential for everybody in the country to
follow the government imposed restrictions this next couple of weeks in order
to ensure we come out clean on the other side. As I've said before, we are at
war . We are fighting an invisible enemy. But the good thing is we don't have
to go out and fight listen to me.
All we have to do is shut
up and stay home.
Saturday, July 11, 2020
Internet is a weak substitute
This
is a great
interview with Jia Tolentino in Interview magazine. Take for
instance her answer to the question “What has this pandemic confirmed or
reinforced about your view of society?”:
That capitalist individualism has turned into a death
cult; that the internet is a weak substitute for physical presence; that this
country criminally undervalues its most important people and its most important
forms of labor; that we’re incentivized through online mechanisms to value the
representation of something (like justice) over the thing itself; that most of
us hold more unknown potential, more negative capability, than we’re accustomed
to accessing; that the material conditions of life in America are constructed
and maintained by those best set up to exploit them; and that the way we live
is not inevitable at all.
From later in the interview:
I think the American obsession with symbolic freedom has
to be traded for a desire for actual freedom: the freedom to get sick without
knowing it could bankrupt you, the freedom for your peers to live life without
fearing they’ll be killed by police. The dream of collective well-being has to
outweigh, day-to-day, the dream of individual success.